this past week has been awesome.  I am just so happy I love the person I do.  After almost a week after our 11 month of being together I actually realized how happy I really am.  Never in my life have I stopped to think that what i’m saying is mean or rude.  Or have I ever felt bad or like I wanted to take something back…but with Steven, he makes me realize I can’t be mean anymore…there is nothing I want more than to feel happy every second of everyday.  and I am.  Its going to almost be a year and I spent EVERY day together except the two days I was in Canada and everyday I realize he’s the one for me and its an amazing ride and i’m so happy i’ve got him to hold on too.

There is no hurt in love…never.  No one can really love someone and hurt them, it’s completely ridiculous.  I love the idea of kissing those lips forever.  Sharing every memory with the person right next to me is a flawless memory.

I’m sorry for people who can’t have love like this, it’s truely a shame, and no matter what anyone says…friends leave you, friends turn their backs, “friends” forget and move on, and friends are always going to find that someone too and leave you.  So drop the I love my friends I hate boyfriends cause no one likes being alone.