So have a good drown, as you go down all alone.

lovevol

sapvoeten — Wed, 24 Jun 2009 22:03:36 +0000

this past week has been awesome. I am just so happy I love the person I do. After almost a week after our 11 month of being together I actually realized how happy I really am. Never in my life have I stopped to think that what i’m saying is mean or rude. Or have I ever felt bad or like I wanted to take something back…but with Steven, he makes me realize I can’t be mean anymore…there is nothing I want more than to feel happy every second of everyday. and I am. Its going to almost be a year and I spent EVERY day together except the two days I was in Canada and everyday I realize he’s the one for me and its an amazing ride and i’m so happy i’ve got him to hold on too.

There is no hurt in love…never. No one can really love someone and hurt them, it’s completely ridiculous. I love the idea of kissing those lips forever. Sharing every memory with the person right next to me is a flawless memory.

I’m sorry for people who can’t have love like this, it’s truely a shame, and no matter what anyone says…friends leave you, friends turn their backs, “friends” forget and move on, and friends are always going to find that someone too and leave you. So drop the I love my friends I hate boyfriends cause no one likes being alone.

Free Ice Cream Day

sapvoeten — Sat, 06 Jun 2009 12:28:45 +0000

So I wanted to get this out somewhere that would matter to me I guess. Laura’s awesome fucking drawing i’m making her is just supreme. This is the most work and detailed work i’ve done and finished…especially for someone. I can’t wait to finish it and get it lamenated! I don’t want anything to happen to itttt ): But after that i’m going to look up and research ‘third eye’ concepts or theories, whichever you get with someone like that, and do a piece from what I believe energy…and put TONS OF INDIGO IN IT!

devon

sapvoeten — Sun, 19 Oct 2008 15:07:44 +0000

This day I decided to look up pictures from the place where I was named after. Devonshire; or more known in England as Devon. (: My mom almost named me velvet or winter so i’m happy.

too busy for anymore!

(:

sapvoeten — Sat, 11 Oct 2008 13:37:11 +0000

I’m so happy to see on the frontpage of wordpress there is shit about mccain falling! YES. (not acually falling you dipshits…but saying he won’t win this election!)

Anywho, i’m greatly saddened to see that the new york anime fesitval has just passed me by setember 25-27 of 2008…but the same time next year in manhattan (: (: (: ^_^

Oh yeah, i’m totally over being sick! Go me. Not so good for steve who got sick because of me ):

~~ON A NOT SO GOOD NOTE. A couple days ago when I logged onto the computer…my whole name was taken off the computer. I mean my log in name for windows xp was gone. WHAT? The only other person in the world who would do that is my sister who is allowed on this computer too. And that is fucked up and she has no fucking clue. I had all my stumble bookmarks that I wanted to keep, all my passwords and applications. UGH FUCKING STUPID. That’s why I havn’t been updating.

Going to a pychic fair with ash today in west warren. I’m acually pretty excited to hang out with her and see all this cool dorky shit we love oh so much!

TOKEY TOKE

Underwater pictures!!

GOOD-DAY EVERYONE!

sapvoeten — Thu, 09 Oct 2008 13:37:26 +0000

I CAN’T WAIT TO GET THIS PHONE!

and it comes out on my and steve’s 3 month (:

sapvoeten — Thu, 09 Oct 2008 04:34:04 +0000

MY AWESOME BOYFRIEND GOT ME AN XBOX 360 FOR MY MONTHLY BIRTHDAY PRESENT.

AND GEARS OF WAR.

HE LOVES ME.

I LOOVE HIM!!

achem.

sapvoeten — Mon, 06 Oct 2008 04:00:42 +0000

First off lets start with saying hello and goodday. I went to the flea market with my loverboy today and what the hell did we find! I fucking SNES system. I’m wicked excited…speaking of that I must find Brian’s myspace right now! *clicks on windows media player*

Okay sent him the request to be friends so I can talk to him about my snes gamess. He has them all since we were buddies when I lived in new york. Ahhh how the times change.

I love this graffiti maker!!

just goto this link to view it!: http://www.graffiticreator.net/

and here is the extent of my picture posting of me for the past couple days

that is an octopus I drew on my pic-o-chat thing on my nintendo ds! Steven thinks im talented (:

and that's steve from the angle I was viewing him at.

pretty picture of my awesome eyeshadow I had on. Yellow, lots of blue, purple, orange, and of course OBSCENE AMOUNTS OF GLITTER!

and the extent of my intranet picture posting…

yeah!

GOLDEN PORCHE?

have a good night everybody!

tick tick

sapvoeten — Sat, 04 Oct 2008 15:46:02 +0000

no time to post so only a couple from my files.

&%$#@

sapvoeten — Sat, 04 Oct 2008 07:02:51 +0000

So whatever steve is planning for my 2 month birthday is supposdly over $300. Eeeek, I really really wonder what it could beeeeeeee. Just a picture post for now.

I fucking love mandelbrot! (look it up)

go go godzilla

X_X

sapvoeten — Sat, 04 Oct 2008 06:00:34 +0000

So I pretty much just died. Basically some ‘stuff’ went on with me and steve tonight and in turn he ended up giving me the worst cramps of my life. I started almost crying and I was almost screaming in pain they hurt so bad. I started gagging and coughing like I was going to puke…I did that about 6 times before I felt better. He had to run and get me a towel with cold water on it and one with hot water on it later. Thank god he was there…I wouldn’t be able to do this on my own. Anywho…being the internet lover I am I went home and looked-up menstral cramps after intercourse(hehehe) and I got something very interesting that I didn’t see before and when I went to the doctors the other day they didn’t see this. Its called dysmenorrhea. What that is is basically a diease for cramps but really really bad cramps and usually they are in the lower pelvic into the lower back. But what I think I have is secondary dysmenorrhea. It causes urge to urinate which I have been having for about a month…idk my mom says I might have something else but i’m going to call the gynocologist on monday…I want this to stop.

Anyway, on a lighter note. Here are some wicked old pictures of me…

thats a wig BTW

i'm still that cool

i'm such a cute mexican girl...who looks like a boy

hehe I was tiny

first real real haircut with dye for $114...

THEN I JUST LOVEEDDD MY HAIR

I had fun with it

I took full advantage of my 'scene-ness'

THE ONLY DAY I EVER HAD FRECKLES!

and last of all...I was cool enough to cut the sleeves off of my camo thermal.