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So I pretty much just died.  Basically some ‘stuff’ went on with me and steve tonight and in turn he ended up giving me the worst cramps of my life.  I started almost crying and I was almost screaming in pain they hurt so bad.  I started gagging and coughing like I was going to puke…I did that about 6 times before I felt better.  He had to run and get me a towel with cold water on it and one with hot water on it later.  Thank god he was there…I wouldn’t be able to do this on my own.  Anywho…being the internet lover I am I went home and looked-up menstral cramps after intercourse(hehehe) and I got something very interesting that I didn’t see before and when I went to the doctors the other day they didn’t see this.  Its called dysmenorrhea.  What that is is basically a diease for cramps but really really bad cramps and usually they are in the lower pelvic into the lower back.  But what I think I have is secondary dysmenorrhea.  It causes urge to urinate which I have been having for about a month…idk my mom says I might have something else but i’m going to call the gynocologist on monday…I want this to stop.

Anyway, on a lighter note.  Here are some wicked old pictures of me…

thats a wig BTW

i'm still that cool

i'm such a cute mexican girl...who looks like a boy

hehe I was tiny

first real real haircut with dye for $114...

THEN I JUST LOVEEDDD MY HAIR

I had fun with it

I took full advantage of my 'scene-ness'

THE ONLY DAY I EVER HAD FRECKLES!

and last of all...I was cool enough to cut the sleeves off of my camo thermal.